家，如果不是个能保护的你避风港，

那么，回去还有什么意义呢？

看着每个人都在演戏，

看着每个人因利益而争破头，

这样的环境，还是一个家吗？

你们爱演戏，

可我不爱看戏。

我也知道，

你们都只会在我的身上寻好处。

当我没有用处时，

只会把我丢开。

家，也可以是一个港口，

当你不在需要这个码头时，

你可以开航去寻找另一个更适合你自己的港口。

I can bravely announced that I'm a travel bug.

I love travel a lot. 

I love visiting beautiful place.

I love listening to beautiful story.

I even love meeting new friend in my travel.

To me,

Travel is not the ordinary carry bags, sleep in hotel and visit historic place,

it is an opportunity for me to learn more about myself,

it is a way for me to grow up.

Through travel,

it teaches me lots of lessons.

I can think more maturely,

even best~ more freely.

Travel is not just a journey to another destination,

but a journey to refresh your life.

At least,

I'm happy to return to my "life" after every trip.

I can say that,

it gives me a break from my life,

it takes me out of my tireness,

it cleans out my negatives,

it returns a healthy me.

I'm so lucky to have my parents paying for my travel,

with them, I travel to beautiful places.

Just like what the fortune teller said,

I will travel a lot.

And I'm enjoying it.

recently, something that I used for 5 years finally "die". It's really make me down..I never expect that it will "die" that fast. I thought it will account me til very long more but it eventually die. Although it sounds ridiculous that a electronic device will have a super long life span but I really hope that it will.

I got it from my parents for my PMR result. It took me almost half year to decide which brand and which model to pick. My parents do ask me choose Ipod as it is more familiar to them but I refuse. I don't know why but I think that it is too expensive for me and I opt for this..which is slightly cheaper.

And viola~ I received it on mid of May 2006 when I'm warded in the hospital. Yup, I caught dengue fever that time and been warded in general hospital for a week. That is the period that really make me very down. My family members also caught dengue and they were warded in other private hospital. It is a nightmare to me for the whole week. From the beginning that I cant swallow any food and vomit non stop til I finally discharge from the hospital, I'm account by non of my family member. Everyday, only my aunties and uncles that come account me. They are like the light for me as they bring me foods, and talk to me for the whole day. At least, I'm not that bore at that time. It is hard to imagine that you woke up in the morning and sit/lay on the bed for the whole day til night and you sleep. I experienced that for the whole week. The thing that everyday I did was looking at patients around me and envy them. They got a lot visitors who came to cheer them up but I only have my 3 people that come to me. I knew that a lot people that visited my other family members who warded in hospital at that time but none of them visit me here. I knew that they have a lot nice foods and drinks to enjoy, they have a lot visitors, and they have people to talk to. The only thing that I did was keep on call my dad to visit me but he didn't do it everyday. He can spent whole day at another hospital and cant spend a single minute with me. He just keep promise that he will but I end up with disappointment.

At that time, my uncle appears with this new mp4 and I unbox it in the hospital directly. It's like a floating board to me as I'm down that time. I have no one to talk to and I do nothing except sleep and eat. So, when I received it, I'm like going to fly to the sky. I can only listen to the sample songs since it is fresh and radio channels. Although it sounds bored but it makes my day. Til now, I still remember that 2 songs that I keep on listen from the radio channel. They reminds me of the pain but do save me from down. Who will be happy when the doctor told you that your blood platelets are continue going down til nearly need to infuse blood or platelets.

It accompany me throughout the joyous and sadness for 5 years and it finally "die". I'm very down with this. At a certain seconds that I really don't mind to pay for any price just to make it alive. It gave me too many memories. My uncle that delivered it to me already pass away few years back. He is such an important person to me as he was the first one that I shared my happiness about my PMR result. He fetched me when I'm sitting for my PMR and he drove me to school to collect my PMR result even though we knew the result before we reach school.scr

Besides, this mp4 do help me a lot when I'm study. So, it's been 3 years that it accompany me during my exam periods especially after I study my degree courses. I on it almost 18 to 20 hours a day when I'm study. I sync a lot songs to it, I purposely find those nice mvs and convert into it, I search for nice pictures and transfer into it. But early of this year, the screen turns white and I can't search for any functions except listen to the songs. I tried a few times to reset it and it finally return back normal. I thought it is just a minor problem and happily listen to the songs while study. But it ends up make me down when I'm on the way to airport. I can't listen to anything and the only thing i saw was a plain white screen. I tried to secure it but I can't. I nearly burst out when I notice what happens. I keep on tell myself it's ok but this make me very down.

It's more than a MP4 to me. It captures a lot sweet and bitter for the 5 years. It's a time machine to me. I just can't imagine what will I do without it after my Uni reopen. I will have a lot of tests and I don't have things to accompany me go through it.

It's a MP4 that full of hopes from my uncle and my parents. And it's gone. It's a heart broken news to me after sitting for my final papers.

But I do thankful for it to ease my stress for the whole 5 years.